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phenomenaaa:

phenomenaaa:

phenomenaaa:

hi friends. 

i feel really weird doing this again but situations are calling for changes that i cannot provide on my own.

as you probably know, i moved back to MI from Chicago last year. i was all but guaranteed a transfer to the local movie theatre run by the same company as my job in chi which would have me earning what i made in chicago, but that fell through completely. after a couple months of being unemployed and ending up pressured and desperate, i ended up at the job i had before i moved in 2011.
i worked there for six/seven months before quitting to avoid an impending mental breakdown (which had, truthfully, already begun) and to help my mom take care of my grandma after my dad had surgery.
things have changed and now i’m not doing anything - unable to find a job because i am uneducated (college drop out) and inexperienced. 

the last month has been very difficult. i’ve spiraled into a depressive state which i’ve not been in since, i’d say, after graduating high school. i’m trying my best to find a good therapist to see but it’s been hard for me to even do that. i’m constantly sick or exhausted, conditions not conducive to finding a job (although, if i were completely healthy, i probably would still be unable to find anything). 
my living at home without contributing more than cleaning and cooking has put a strain on my parents’ already low finances. my mom is understanding about my situation and that i am trying my best, but my dad treats me more like a lazy tenant who never pays rent. 

obviously it’s not my goal to remain living with my parents for the rest of my life. my checking account is barren and by the end of October my savings account will be the same.

so i’m just asking for any monetary help anyone can provide. and i don’t want this to be just a handout kind of thing. i like to doodle and write so if you’re interested, you can commission me for some artwork. for examples, here are my pages: ETSY, SOCIETY6, POETRY TUMBLR
i’ll draw you some pictures or write you some love letters/poems, anything you’d like. if you’re interested, get in touch with me and we can chat about it.

there’s a PayPal donate button on my tumblr page if you’d like. or you can buy the artwork i have for sale at the above mentioned sites.

i know there are a lot of people in need of help, so if you feel more inclined to donate to someone else, then by all means. i’m not in the worst situation i could be in.

but if you do want to donate, i will love you until the day i die. and probably a few days after that.

please reblog <3

xxxx

cassandra

EDIT: i forgot to mention that although i’m registered to begin at a community college in January, my student loans (upwards of $30,000) are only deferred until October, so the few months between I will be harassed with phone calls and letters and threats because I will certainly be unable to make any payments. this gives me stress like you would not believe. pls help.

i just got a bill from the doctor’s office today and another bill from an overdue account. and, like i mentioned above, the impending student loans due date is drawing ever-nearer. if anyone has the means, please visit my page and click donate. anything will help. if you’d like me to create something for you, please let me know!!! i want to!

if not, please keep reblogging if you’d like. thank you. <3

my first student loan payment is due October 12th, pls donate if you can.

thank you so much to the handful of you who have been generous enough to donate thus far - i’m planning a nice little thank you gift for all of you. x

phenomenaaa:

phenomenaaa:

hi friends. 

i feel really weird doing this again but situations are calling for changes that i cannot provide on my own.

as you probably know, i moved back to MI from Chicago last year. i was all but guaranteed a transfer to the local movie theatre run by the same company as my job in chi which would have me earning what i made in chicago, but that fell through completely. after a couple months of being unemployed and ending up pressured and desperate, i ended up at the job i had before i moved in 2011.
i worked there for six/seven months before quitting to avoid an impending mental breakdown (which had, truthfully, already begun) and to help my mom take care of my grandma after my dad had surgery.
things have changed and now i’m not doing anything - unable to find a job because i am uneducated (college drop out) and inexperienced. 

the last month has been very difficult. i’ve spiraled into a depressive state which i’ve not been in since, i’d say, after graduating high school. i’m trying my best to find a good therapist to see but it’s been hard for me to even do that. i’m constantly sick or exhausted, conditions not conducive to finding a job (although, if i were completely healthy, i probably would still be unable to find anything). 
my living at home without contributing more than cleaning and cooking has put a strain on my parents’ already low finances. my mom is understanding about my situation and that i am trying my best, but my dad treats me more like a lazy tenant who never pays rent. 

obviously it’s not my goal to remain living with my parents for the rest of my life. my checking account is barren and by the end of October my savings account will be the same.

so i’m just asking for any monetary help anyone can provide. and i don’t want this to be just a handout kind of thing. i like to doodle and write so if you’re interested, you can commission me for some artwork. for examples, here are my pages: ETSY, SOCIETY6, POETRY TUMBLR
i’ll draw you some pictures or write you some love letters/poems, anything you’d like. if you’re interested, get in touch with me and we can chat about it.

there’s a PayPal donate button on my tumblr page if you’d like. or you can buy the artwork i have for sale at the above mentioned sites.

i know there are a lot of people in need of help, so if you feel more inclined to donate to someone else, then by all means. i’m not in the worst situation i could be in.

but if you do want to donate, i will love you until the day i die. and probably a few days after that.

please reblog <3

xxxx

cassandra

EDIT: i forgot to mention that although i’m registered to begin at a community college in January, my student loans (upwards of $30,000) are only deferred until October, so the few months between I will be harassed with phone calls and letters and threats because I will certainly be unable to make any payments. this gives me stress like you would not believe. pls help.

i just got a bill from the doctor’s office today and another bill from an overdue account. and, like i mentioned above, the impending student loans due date is drawing ever-nearer. if anyone has the means, please visit my page and click donate. anything will help. if you’d like me to create something for you, please let me know!!! i want to!

if not, please keep reblogging if you’d like. thank you. <3